Breathe
I needed to runaway. I found myself here. I've been here before but I ran away from here too. It left a scar on me, ndslotesse, it's locked. And this isn't about my past anymore. It's about my future. It's about me. All me. I came back but not in the same form.
ANHELO: to desire, want, strive for/ breathe, live.
I have a hard time breathing and I've drowned so many times that it's hard to believe that I'm still alive. Breathe for me. I'm fascinated by the way you breathe.
Leave.
I'll die before you know the truth and you'll ache with the thought you'll never know.
"this was a woman who knew she was not pretty and who had learned to live with that knowledge. this was a woman whose acceptance of herself had made her beautiful in a deep and hidden way. a woman whose look told you that you were being sized by a measuring rod in her head; a measuring rod on which she alone had etched the units. a woman who knew how to give pleasure and how to give pain. a woman who knew how to endure. a woman of layers."
~the 2nd mrs. giaconda
i'll give you a taste
but if you're poisioned
don't hold me responsible
can't do time
we'll finally see
there's barely time
for us to breathe
~the postal service
Air. Clouds. Breathe.
