If I look you in the eye will you eventually look away? You never truly had the strength to stay. I knew this long before you even breathed in front of me. Take that silly smile with you too. That way when I wake up I don't have to remember what it was like to fall off my bed and realize that I loved you. Falling off my bed. Yes. I fell for you.

Take it all back.Let me kiss it and make it all better. Here, a band-aid from my heart to yours. Did you leave yet? I heard the door shut. Maybe it was the wind. Excuses, fill my ears with them. Where are my earmuffs? Have you hidden them? To torture me more in the process of listening to you? Shhhh. Let the wind talk. Let it close the door. Stay to hear me fall of my bed for you. Breathe, just breathe in front me.