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I know it sounds really stupid and I'm not aiming for a 'pity party,' as my boyfriend calls them, but I feel really alone right now. It can't get any more simple than that. I just get a litte shaky about things, that's all. I just woke up and my parents weren't home and the only things I heard was the low murmer of the t.v, for a company. I just forget that this is inevitable and I should just bite my lip and suck it up. And I know it doesn't matter because I'll be okay in a little bit. And tomorrow will be a better day. And that's that.
Let's make this place a little light-hearted; I hate how I weigh down this diary with sorrow, that's exactly what I've been trying to avoid, I hated ndslotesse because of that. I'm growing, there's no more room for reluctance. Just take it, right? Just take it.
light-hearted. riiiiight.
I would like something to drink right about now.
I'm not an alcholic; I've never even been drunk before. But I like the good stuff, the hard stuff, beer isn't my style. Pour that shit down the sink.
That is a really cool sink. No joke.
I was looking at pretty pictures of Kristin Kreuk; she is a goddess.
I can't help but feel captivated by her beauty. I think my obsession with her is to the point of just stalker-ish. Haha, Um ::nervous:: ...Well, just look at her. Look at her. That's beauty. I wish I were that beautiful.
Would anyone like to take me here?
And buy me this?
Steak and Cheese ...this is as close as I'm going to have a philly cheese-steak without going to Philly; I still think about being back there sometimes. Nostalgia.
WoW! Looks like I already took a bite! Tehe.
My parents just called; they're coming home; it looks like we're going to have crab for dinner tonite.
I am crazy about seafood.
I knew I'd feel better.
That's about all light-hearted I can get today. Everyone have a good-day, Right? Riiiiight.