Tonight was pleasant. I went to Barnes and with Zaynab and we asked each other questions from the 'What if?' and 'Would You...?' books. And it was all in good fun.

As everyone here should know, Barnes and Nobles, has the comfiest chairs known to man. You actually feel yourself sink in and the cushions curve around your body, real comfortable.

If you could be a sex slave to anyone in history, who would it be?
What kind of effin question? Pass, Zay, you are terrible at asking good questions. Give me the book.
(hands over the book)
Would you respect someone more if they gave up their career for love or love for their career? ...See? Now that is a good question. Your's was just dirty.
And you would have a problem with that? Girl who talks about sex!
Shut up. I'm just comfortable with my sexuality.
It is a good question though.
So answer it.

She was thinking about it.

Then she looked distressed.

Finally, she had the answer!

And I...

...gave her a quizzical look.

And this is the look she gave me...

So I just threw back my head and...

laughed.

All in all it was good night. I got to answer fun questions starting off with 'What if?' and 'Would you?...' and I discovered that

...was on the cover of Teen Magazine. And then we talked about how beautiful she was. And how many people lie awake at night wishing they were as beautiful as she. Because that is what I do. But shh, don't tell anyone. That's just a secret between you and me. You can keep secrets, can't you?

And I forgot about a lot of things that made me sad. And I think this is a new beginning without getting mad. I'm not mad. Yes, I'm not mad.

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