I know what you are thinking, or at least I would think if I were reading this is, that maybe she doesn't love him anymore.

I don't know what really to say to that.

I'm just tired of thinking about it. I just need to move on. I wish you knew all that is in my heart right now, what I think of. I know it's over and that is that.

And these entries are getting worse and worse because I don't know how to speak anymore because I'm not Me anymore, because I'm not that special May.

I wish you knew.

I have a lot to say, I really do. It's just I can't find the words right now. And I'm not sure if I want to. I don't know what I'm feeling but it's not much. I feel that quiet kind of sad all the time now. All the fucking time.

Good bye everyone.