Ugh. Have you ever had so much to say but never know where to begin? I hate that because then it feels like what I say is somehow de-valued by everything else that I add to it.

I don't want to get into the events of today because my head still hurts and my hands are still cold. And everything is ...is just there.

I know this entry won't make sense to you because I'm not even going to begin typing it.

I feel sort of left behind. I want to take the train to where ever you went; I'm tired of being alone.

God, I sound pathetic.

Anyway, I hate human interaction.

Today was something else. Too bad I can't write it right now. I don't think I have the words. And I don't want to try because I won't be able to convey it in the way that I want to.

So I'm going to leave and gather my thoughts and try to make sense of what's happening around me.

Things move way to fast and I'm just in the mood to watch.

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