If you asked me 2 years ago from this day I never would have believed that I would be anywhere else other than Lees Summit, in that silly yellow house with the red door.

I never would have believed that I'd be as grown up as I am now. I guess things were just so distant back then. I was looking at one of those holiday postcards of families on the counter of my kitchen table ...and, well... 2 years ago from this day I never would have believed that my family may not be always together. Everyone feels so gone. My brother left yesterday and my sister is leaving this weekend. And I'll be alone again. ::shrug::

Things are the way they are.

I'm not one to complain and I'd just like to talk about it in a nice and cool way from now on. I think it is silly for me to overact.

Fuck that teenage angst shit.

I'm threw with it. It's just not me anymore. Everyone wants some self-pity in a while but my problem was that I was drowning myself in it. If you find yourself in a whole ...stop digging.

I do care about a lot of things but my passion and fervor for life is in a slumber at the moment. I feel asleep. Maybe this is good for me. I'll just inspect my surroundings through a different tint of glasses. It won't hurt to up my compassion and empathy trait; I'm sure I'll need it in the future.

Time to grow up. I can't be a kid forever.

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