Just like the summer by the lake and by the floor underneath my window on a cool evening. That's exactly what these sweet melody's remind me of.

Flake. Repeat. So laid back.

Take me away from here. Rescue me from this reality. This nostalgia. This pain.

Scott's graduation was on sunday. I didn't attend because I wasn't invited. Not by his choice, but I'm assumming that his parents just sort of forgot about me. It's okay I went to his graduation party the day before. And I met his sister and his brother in law. And I held my breath in and smiled a whole bunch because the entire situation just made me nervous.

I'm leaving in less than a week. In six days to be exact. Thursday is my graduation. Early in the morning I will wake up and get ready for Mass and Brunch. For a few hours in between there will a hiatus of a few hours to practice graduation. And then the ceremony will begin prompty at Seven.

Wish me luck because I woke up nervous this morning. The kind of anxiety on the first day to a new school. I had the butterflies.

Jack is my favorite.
He's making me okay.
And I have him on repeat.
And it's sweet.
Because I really want the world to stop moving so fast; I need to catch up.

I love Scott and I'm scared of letting him go.