I'm back here now. Up in chicago. Back to the place where I started this diary. The place that changed me the most. The turning point of my life. I still get nauseous thinking about it.

I don't know how to feel permanently living back here. The memories still haunt me. It still gives me goosebumps and creates bitter tastes in my mouth.

But I'm trying to be better. If you only knew. If you only knew what going back for senior did for me. What it made me into.

Into someone else.

Scott made me into a better person from who I was junior year.

I guess I don't really have anything to say. I mean, that I do, but I don't know how to say it.

I guess this is me just rambling.

When I can collect myself I'll be back ...until then.

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