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How do you make it go away? How do you do it?
You know what I realized? That I am going to be okay. And that all I have to do is excercise a large amount of will power. And I have that. I have lots of will power. I will be okay.
I am testing my strength and my endurance. Like that runners high feeling. When you feel like you're going to give in and pass out - you're body released endorphins to save itself.
I'm training my body to release endorphins at will. It's empowering.
Don't worry, May, you'll be fine. I promise. You'll find your prince charming soon enough. And it's not like one of those situations where you won't find him. It's just not that big of a deal. And you'll be fine. I promise. You'll find an amazing man.
And you'll be a wonderful nurse. You'll be a wonderful person. I am very proud of you. Keep it up, my dear!