2009-10-29 at 5:04 p.m.
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I'm in a weird phase in my life right now. I don't know how to feel. I don't feel anything. I don't think I can feel much of anything anymore.
I burned myself the other day while I was cooking and it didn't effect me. And I didn't even notice. And went about the rest of my day - not feeling anything.
And when I bump into things - I don't feel it. And when I move around and things rip apart my heart. I don't feel it.
And yesterday I spent a lot of time crying. A lot of time crying. A lot of time crying.
And now it's gone. And it's done. And I need to get away from here.
HE DOESN'T WANT YOU.
Okay bye now.